So yeah after last week and a promise to stay friends Ryan doesnt talk to me except text says it hurts too much. And to me a friend isnt someone who only texts. So lost pretty much my only real friend to save myself.

Moved on Fri night to the coolest place with my new friend but we are still such new frends that I cant confide it all in her.

My younger siblings were so rude and hurtful when I was leaving Dads saying "so happy your gone" that hurts. They already took out my bed and i guess it looks like I wasnt ever there.

To be unwanted and lonely is pulling me down so warnign here comes another depression. Pretty much dont expect anything for a while from me because with this lonelyness is crushing down nothing comes out. I try to work and stay focused but nothing is working. IDK Im lost seems that any friends I have are a few online. Sad. Guess im just broken or something is wrong with me.

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